After a lot of hard work, I have embarked on a new adventure in a new city.
San Francisco, I am here.
It feels like a dream... like I'm still figuring things out. How things work.
I'm feeling my way through a world of new experiences and possibility.
I'm stretching my arms through new air.
I'm throwing my gaze towards new skies.
I'm breathing in hope and desire...
while exhaling the worries and cares from days past.
It's been a tough road. Living in San Diego was such a learning experience for me. If you're curious as to how it went, check out my last blog, www.shaneilloveslife.com... but don't get too excited. I only posted 7 times.
SEVEN TIMES?!! It makes me so sad to see my passion suffering through my own personal struggles, emotionally and such. So, really, you have NO IDEA what I've been going through! So let's catch you up.
Lived in: San Diego.
Roommates: Sandi King, Sam Bybee, Susan King, Ford E Pants (cat) and Buster (dog).
Worked at: Brick N Bell Cafe.
Did: Nothing.
No, really, nothing. It was a great time, and I have some wonderful memories to look back on, but I really didn't do much but work and save money. Everything I had planned, all that I had built up in my head, came to nothing. I just did the same ol' thing. Every day. Over and over again.
And you know what? .... I'm over it!
Life can be whatever you want it to be. And I want more. It may not be national news, nor local for that matter, but I want to accomplish more than just the norm. I want to breathe life into my passion and share it with others. I want to overcome my fears of sharing said passion. I want to feel whole, like I'm taking care of myself, and those around me. And it's about time I stopped writing about it, and just fucking did it.
Yeah, I said it.
I'm angry. And it's all because of my own laziness and fear. Two words I plan to kick out of my life! I'm finally in a city I truly love, with a man I love even more, and my little boy by my side. [Buster, of course; not that much has changed!] It's time I put my money where my mouth is... I know the job, and I'm ready for work. So let's WORK!
